Thank God, Graduation, I made it!
This is part two of a four-part series written
by graduating seniors. The third part is next Tuesday. The last appears
in the finals week issue.
For some determined people college is only
a stopping point, like Baker, Calif., on the way to the glittering Las
Vegas destination of the future.
After 10 long years, college has become
an easy thing to fall back on.
"At least I'm still going to school," I
would always say. And despite my lengthy stay in Baker, Las Vegas is not
far off.
Sharon Christensen
With cotton-mouth hangovers in the past,
and graduation parties in the near future, my near-sightedness gives way
to a newly-lasered vision of the future.
Meanwhile, a hated college job stocking
shelves is no longer a favorite crutch and a career and marriage are on
my list of things to do.
I cry when I think of leaving the comfort
of creating a future instead of living it. The memories burn in my chest
with agony for past exploits and missed opportunities. My stomach aches
like tears about to come.
As many times as I sleep in my Nissan Sentra,
it will never be enjoyed as much as reclining in the driver's seat after
a long day of work with 15 minutes to spare before class. But undoubtedly,
in a wretchedly uncomfortable chair, the nap will continue.
I will miss the inherent routine of time
mismanaged, too many classes and no time for homework. I can't wait to
have only one job and please let it never again be managing editor of the
Daily Forty-Niner.
I may never again smile and groan at not
remembering six hours of the night before. Hopefully, I will never need
to be carried by my far too forgiving friends to my car only to puke.
These are not the memories I have paid
for. These are the surprising memories whose recollections hurt the most.
So what will I tell people who ask about
school? Do I look at them proud of my choices, waiting for the condescension
of "Now you have to find a job"?
All I can say is that "It's over."
Sharon Christensen is managing editor
for the Daily Forty-Niner. |