Homosexuality
offers freedom for Cal State Long Beach
student
By
David Whisler
Online Forty-Niner
Contributing Writer
Suzanne
Spratt is a face in many crowds on the
campus of Cal State Long Beach. She is
a current student, alumnus, friend, leader
and an accidental activist.
Growing
up in rural San Bernardino County Spratt
considered herself to be a pretty normal
girl, and until the age of 13 had no inclination
that she might be different. By 17 she
was sure and decided to come out of the
closet. "It was bad, so I went back
in," she said.
After
the experience, she felt the pressure
from society to conform and explored the
heterosexual world.
"I
hated myself," she said, "I
wanted so bad to be straight."
At
23, Spratt graduated from CSULB with a
Bachelor's degree in psychology. While
attending she met a girl, fell in love
and shortly after graduation she moved
to Santa Cruz. Not long after that, due
to an impending family visit, she came
out again.
Her
family took her coming out much better
the second time. Her parents love her
despite her sexuality, and she has two
supportive brothers and a sister that
she describes as her best friend.
This
is Spratt's fourth semester as a returning
student at CSULB, taking classes to bolster
her GPA with a plan to apply to graduate
school to obtain her master's degree in
educational psychology and MFT credential.
In
the past, Spratt took part in the Women's
Rap group sponsored by the Women's Resource
Center, but due to scheduling conflicts
this semester she was unable to participate
and so she decided to start a group of
her own. The new group is open to all
women, with a primary focus towards lesbian
issues.
Spratt
has felt very little negativity toward
the group on campus, aside from an offhand
remark and the occasional odd look when
putting up the purple fliers that advertise
the group.
"I
outed myself on such a grandiose scale
the day I started putting up the fliers,
it was great" she said.
The
lesbian chat group Spratt created meets
each Wednesday from 1 to 2 p.m. in the
Women's Resource Center, LA3-105.